Do straight guys like to see cocks?

When I identified as “straight” (the first 40+ years of my life) I was always fascinated by cock…both my own, and others. I can remember all the way back to middle school, seeing all those cocks in the gym showers. Some guys had shriveled up little dicks in the shower (like me) and others had big, swinging pieces of meat between their legs. My own dick would get embarrassingly erect seeing all those male members in the showers. I was definitely conflicted over why I had that obsession with the male unit. As I grew older and got addicted to porn, I loved seeing those huge, throbbing boners on the male stars, fucking all those gorgeous starlets and erupting huge, thick loads of hot jizz. I would often jerk off wishing I had a big dick and could perform like those porn stars. But over time, I realized my obsession was driven by my absolute love of the penis. I don’t give a shit what the guy looks like, if he has a nice looking cock my mouth waters and my ass-pussy twitches. I got where I surfed internet porn for hours, gooning over big dicks, cumshots, and alpha male domination. I have thousands and thousands of dick pics on my computer, and I have jerked off almost exclusively to cock pics for nearly 20 years. In the last 10 years, I finally admitted to myself that I’m not really “straight” and I started hooking up with men to enjoy their cocks. So, chicken or egg, did I have gay tendencies all along, or did I evolve to love cock? Did seeing, fantasizing, and finally submitting to cock turn me into a dick lover? I don’t know the answers, and I don’t really care. All I know is cock is beautiful and sex with a cock is the BEST. If I never stick my dick in another pussy, as long as I can suck and fuck cock, I’ll be happy.